T__T
i lost the working file of my recent hellboy pic due to my own stupidity..
i was resampling the psd file to the small jpeg size, n then i saved n closed photoshop b4 i realised wawt i just did.   
i went into shock, n i swear i cried right then n there..
its like i lost a part of my life.
its like i NEVER did the painting at all..
like i killed my own baby..
my own flesh n blood..
i am heartbroken..
so all im left with is a losuy low-res jpeg version that u see here..

(if any1 reading is reading this suicide note, ALWAYS CHECK B4 U SAVE N CLOSE UR STUFF!!!! trust me, u dun want to feel this pain..)

to top it off..
my comp died..
its either my video card fried or the motherboard went anal on me..
i cant get a whole new pc cos im broke.
i spent too much money buying kicks these past few months.. >_<
its hell living life without a comp fuck!
i cant play vampirebloodlines.. AARRGHGGHH
i cant paint...
i lost my hellboy...

hellboy killed me..


G.D.M.F.S.O.B.


peeps

ok~
1 more st2pid parade n im outa there!!
outof the damn army! WHOO~!!!
i last week of torture in hte hands of sadists...
n then i can relli shout "ORD LOH!!"

been putting this off ever since.. ever, so..

(partners in crime)
check em badasses out!!

got my new cpu at last~
its not much, but its value for money.
plus.. i hav wirless modems now,
and can hold LAN sexxions at home!
AHAHAAA
gona start painting stuff again..

thats it..
im gona stop doing any more stuff on my current comp..
bcos i CANT anymore.. T_T
this piece of rotten shit lags more than it runs..
and it crashes more times than i've shut it down properly..
if i work on it anymore im gona blow a vessel.

do u noe the biggest eraser size my comp can handle on painter b4 it lags is size 19?
ThaT SUXX!!..
(jus an example. u can imagine the rest of the brushes..)
i noe its prolly my fault n u can tell me to defrag or reformat n all tt stuff, but its way past that now.. X(

now im trying to backup my stuff b4 i lose everything.. again~.
*sigh*

dreamcast is not dead yet!!!
i just bought kof2002 for my very dusty dreamcast~
yay!! now, who wants some!!?

even b4 it came out on ps2..
(cost me a bomb though, cos its japan import) T_T..
  

3... more... months...!!!